Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Wishcasting VII

                                                    (art by Manythings)

What do you wish to do one day?

There are so many things it is hard to decide, but here are some that I feel like sharing since some are a bit too saucy:

*have a photo exhibition (eventually in NYC of course, but small steps.)

*Spend a few weeks in LA making art and hanging out (I love LA and I don't care who knows it-I'd like to be in WeHo or Silverlake.). I really want to see La Luz de Jesus Gallery, a drag show at Hamburger Mary's,  a BPAL will call day (open time for an amazing perfume shop), the parking lot with the elephant from DW Griffith's _Intolerance_ and the Museum of Jurassic Technology. Plus, cocktails and pool time are de riguer.

*Drive along the Pacific Coast Highway in a red convertible. (This actually got suggested to me on an online site-it was cool and it pushed me out of my comfort zone. I will have to learn to drive, but I think it could be worth it)

*Have a great home with my chosen poly family celebrating, doing fun events and caring for each other.

*Runway model. D/k what it might be for, but I want the chance to stomp that runway.

*Be a performer of some kind

*Learn to draw

That's what I can think of for right now. There will be more wonderful ones too.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Wishcasting VI




What do you wish to reflect on?

 

Today=Good Fortune

 

I am lucky enough to have a wonderful chosen family where I can live as poly and queer and not have to hide it from anyone, where people will be there for me, care for me and I can care for them and share myself in supportive ways.

I am lucky enough to have a warm, safe home.

I am also lucky to know I can have all the books I will need. When I was a little girl, I counted that as truly being rich.

 

My chosen family brings all these together; all I can say is that I am lucky beyond all words.

 

 

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Review: The Collective Tarot

 During the past few years, I have been doing a lot of self-love work; it came to a head with my health issues. I'd always needed to deal with it, began to do the work and am now here. I knew almost no resources for this and I wanted to find ones where there could be space for me, where I would not feel marginalized.
 I would love to share what I know about these works in the hope that you might find something to lift your spirits or help you along.

In my work, I like to use Tarot cards, runes or other decks to kick my mind into making new connections and ideas; I find it inspirational. The most recent deck I have used is The Collective Tarot.


This deck has been a wonderful surprise. It is published by the Tarot Collective in Portland, OR and its focus is on inclusion of queer culture, visibility of people of color, the disabled and ideas and concepts not visible on other decks.



The Collective Tarot succeds brilliantly. A great deal of work has gone into the cards and the thought behind them. As for inclusion, all I can say is "Inclusion: You're Doing It Right." There are images of all shapes, sizes, types, ethnicities and sexualities and it does not feel shoehorned in, tokenized or pasted over a regular tarot format. It is excellent as well as a phenomenal accomplishment.

The four suits have been reviewed as Bones, Bottles, Feathers and Keys noted as objects that one can find in an urban setting and some of the Major Arcana have been renamed and remodeled to fit the objective for the deck. Those show considerable thought and resonance-I always find it risky when a deck changes those, but these work at incorporating the idea of the card as well as its current representation.


It is a pleasure to work with The Collective Tarot; the cards have a great deal of insight and are open to many interpretations and ideas. I currently use it for readings but it would work great as a daily draw or for meditative purposes. As far as self-love works, The Collective Tarot is especially beneficial because of its wide representation of people, gender and sexualities since it is likely that there is someone like you within it. I find it feels very warm, wise and comforting. I highly recommend it.

The Collective Tarot can be purchased here for $25.

NB: As always, any book or product is never a substitute for professional help. I am not trained in medicine or psychology and I make no such claims about this product. Unless otherwise stated, this was purchased by me and not a gift or review copy. Management not responsible for ball failure.



Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Wishcasting V

                            

          What step do you wish to take?

                        I want to learn to walk in heels again.

 I used to love heels. I had patent goth boots with a huge platform and chunky heel that I could run in.

I moved. I never went out anymore. I got a sprained ankle. No health insurance, but it healed up. 

I gave up. I went to the office and wore flats and Mary Janes and forgot what it was like to stomp around, feel grounded, strong and fabulous.

I have some awesome flats and boots. I love them. But I want heels.

I tried it this year. I wobble. But it worked. Now I want it gorgeous.

My plan-I have a pair of kitten heels to wear around the house and I am going to *practice*. I want to get back to that stompy proudness again.

 

                               

 

Monday, September 3, 2012

Full Moon August 2012

                                         Collage by Jessica Melusine

There is a lot in this one; I was thinking about passing through the Underworld, reaching out for beauty, messages and ideas from the deep spaces inside my thoughts.

The cat girls are psychopomps.
There is gltter.
That's what I want to share right now.